From Glory to Glory

"But whenever anyone turns to the Lord, the veil is taken away. Now the Lord is the Spirit, and where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom. And we, who with unveiled faces all reflect the Lord's glory, are being transformed into his likeness with ever-increasing glory, which comes from the Lord who is the Spirit."
2 Corinthians 3:16-18

About Me

My husband, Dennis and I , are on one of God's greatest adventures. He has called us to pastor Lighthouse Church in Tulum, Mexico. Who knew at this season of our lives, he would lead us on such a magnificent journey.

Monday, January 30, 2012

Treasures


I felt drawn to my place of solitude this morning.....it was a cool morning with the fresh fragrance from the rain wafting through the area. I began to walk to my favorite place and as I arrived a large storm cloud came up. There I was standing on the rock in the midst of the storm getting drenched. I found a small plant on the shoreline to crouch beneath to somewhat protect me. While taking shelter under the plant, I found a beautiful shell. It was of medium size but definitely a keeper....one to add to my collection. As the rain let up, I came out and continued to the point of destination....my point between the lighthouses. As I sat and began my praising and listening to the Holy Spirit...I put my hands in the receiving position, carefully holding on to my treasure so I didn't lose it. Very clearly God gently "you cannot receive fully while you are still clinging to your treasure...give it to me..throw it in the deep water." I must tell you, I was a little put out as this one was a really good treasure and I had been looking for one like it. The Spirit said to me "I have much bigger and more beautiful treasures for you if you will just stop clinging to this one. Get rid of it, open up and receive fully"
Well let me tell you, I tossed that baby into the deep, held out both hands toward God and received that offer! I came back to the house empty handed but overflowing with God's immeasurable blessing!

I don't know, but maybe this is for someone else too today, because he told me to share it. Will you join me to receive the bigger treasure of his Presence...it is the greatest treasure of all.

Saturday, January 28, 2012

My All in All

I have a favorite spot in my backyard beach that I love to go to for my ponderings and conversations with God.  I went there this week. It is a point of rocks that you walk out onto one rock at a time, if you understand my meaning. I walked as far out as possible without being immersed in the Caribbean and sat. As the wind blew my hair and God's spirit washed over me, I looked out and realized I was looking out into the middle of two Lighthouses. In my deepest despair, joy or hurt, I am always sitting in the midst of the Lighthouse.
As I looked down to the rock I was sitting on, there were many more underneath that gave strength and foundation to uphold the weight of my body. God is my Rock. He is the deep strength and foundation that holds me up, no matter how heavy my burdens.
As my hair was blowing around me, I realized that all I could smell was the saltiness of the ocean....nothing else. I couldn't small my perfume, shampoo, detergent that my clothes had been washed in or even my perspiration....only the saltiness of the Savior.  Salt has been a healing agent for many, many years. It also preserves and adds flavor to your food.  The saltiness of the Holy Spirit washed over me, immersing me in healing, flavor and preservation for his Kingdom purpose.
So today on this Kingdom Adventure, I stand with my eyes on my Lighthouse, I sit on the Rock of my strength and am immersed in the Saltiness of his Presence. To God be the Glory!

Sunday, January 22, 2012

Ponderings......

12/19/11

But Mary treasured up all these things and pondered them in her heart" Luke 2:19

We put up a Christmas tree here in Mexico but we don't have any gifts under the tree but are expecting gifts to be shared upon our arrival in the states with our family.

Expectancy at it's finest. A Christmas tree in the form of manger. What a night it must have been. 
Picture it...
I can just see the "manger tree waiting" for the greatest gift of all to be placed in it. The moment Jesus was placed in the manger, the lights of his glory were wrapped and tucked around this manger tree and the brightness couldn't contain itself! Suddenly the sky is ripped open like a child ripping open the first gift on Christmas morning. Shooting out of the heavenlies is a streak of angels racing to see who could be the first one to see the gift that they had been expecting.They didn't wait until they arrived to have worship, but began praising God shouting "the King is coming in!"in expectancy of his presence! Upon arrival and encircling the gift, they placed the biggest bow of praise and worship upon the child and the light of his presence and glory was so powerful it lit up the skies. What a night to remember.....a night we should never forget.

Are you an inn keeper or a stable dweller this Christmas? Is there room under your tree for Jesus?

O come let us adore Him!

Walk There

12/15/11

"I will go before you and will level the mountains; I will break down gates of bronze and cut through bars of iron. I will give you the treasures of darkness, riches stored in secret places, so that you may know that I am the LORD, the God of Israel, who summons you by name." Isaiah 45:2-3
This was prophesied 150 years before the anointed Cyrus was ever born. That is our God. He prepares, he levels, he breaks down and cuts through long before you are going to walk there. To top it off, he has treasures and riches just waiting on us for our good and just to help us get to know him better...even though he already knows our names! Who is this King of Glory? His name is Jesus.
Every morning as I go down to the shore, I am amazed when I walk outside to this. The entire beach area is raked cleaned....no footprints, no seaweed, no trash. I am always hesitant to walk on it because it is so clean and I don't want to mess it up. God speaks to me so quietly, drawing me close, whispering in my ear.....the waves of the ocean are my grace washing over your life....the sand being raked clean everyday is my mercy....walk there.


One Encounter

12/11/11

At Lighthouse Church this morning, Dennis prayed that each of us would be given the opportunity to share Jesus with one person this week. That really stuck with me very deeply. What if we all prayed that? Each one, reach one. (yes I know that used to be a song) but what if we really took that to heart.....that could be the beginning of a Revival unlike any other revival experience in the world....it would be epic.
I don't know about you but I'm really tired of just doing enough....I want to change the world for Christ. So what do I want for Christmas this year? What do you want for Christmas this year? I know what Christ wants for Christmas this year and every other day of the year. One....just one. Will you join me in a a prayer that could change nations? Pray for one encounter.

Stop....in the name of the Holy Spirit

11/27/11

Have you ever had one of those moments when the Holy Spirit says "stop, I have something right here for you!" That would be this morning going to meet my friend Renee' to walk. I was walking briskly along the beach to met her. He very clearly said "you are missing it.....stop! " Needless to say, there I stood alone on the beach, raising my hands, praising my God. Why? Not because of what he has done or what he is going to....that is certainly reason though, but because of who he is... powerful, awesome, almighty God. Maybe you have a name for God that needs to be spoken today....speak it out loud with me and just praise Him! El Shaddai.

Post Thanksgiving

11/25/11

Well, the water was perfect this morning for an early morning snorkel. It was so calm and clear and I am just praising God for my blessings while underwater (which to many of you this may seem funny)....seeing one of my favorite large purple fish. You know what I am about to say don't you.....yep...four feet away swimming by me is another large sting ray! Here I go with my Nemo song again....just keep swimming, swimming.
I began thinking of our small group last night as we were talking about fear and faith. I must admit I am afraid of sting rays and yet I keep getting to encounter them...what is that about. I think the enemy will use anything to interrupt our praise of the Savior.....things we are afraid of or maybe just distractions like not being with your family on Thanksgiving. OUCH...that one really hurt me. Praise is such a matter of the heart. I will praise Him in spite of my circumstances, because of my circumstances and through my circumstances. 
I realized sitting around in small group last night that God has blessed me beyond measure with Godly women here in Mexico. Lighthouse church is full of them and I am blessed beyond measure.
Sooooo.....let's give a little shout out of praise to God today!

Thanksliving

11/23/11
Thanksgiving....thanks....giving....thanks....living...
This year I give thanks for things I took for granted. Aromas of pies baking; homemade bread;family gathered in the kitchen where there is the least amount of room; telling everyone to quit nibbling before the big meal; staying up late watching movies; being able to drive many places all in a day to see loved ones; toys being all over the house on the floor; laughter and physically being able to hug my children and precious granddaughters. 
I count those things as some of the greatest things of this season. However, I am very grateful for SKYPE....as technology will allow us to be a part of some of it. We are thankful for new friends and family in our new home....we will share a traditional Thanksgiving meal with them and there will be laughter, aromas, nibbling and many hugs. God is so good. He never takes something good away.....He just gives more and more.

Home Sweet Home - Mexico Style

11/3/11
Wow, what a week! Dennis and I hit it hard trying to get everything done and bought for our home. I have learned to appreciate when I used to jump in my car, drive down the road, go to Wal Mart and get everything in one stop. We have done some pretty good adventure shopping this week. I found yeast today & powdered sugar.....what a find! Cinnamon rolls, here we go! 
We had our first meeting with our small group on Wednesday and they lifted our spirits after a very low day. One of our members Jaime (Hymie) rides a three wheel bike everyday selling fresh squeezed orange juice....it was the best thing I ever drank in my life. Do you know how many oranges you would have to squeeze to fill a pint bottle? He blessed my soul with his testimony of where he has been in his life and where God has brought him now. God of mercy and grace ....another life changed for you!
For two days Dennis has been putting together bookshelves, and desks (with nothing but Spanish instructions and neither of us speak Spanish) They look wonderful and his 6 boxes of books (from a library of 7,000 volumes) have a little home here in Mexico. I wonder how many lives will be touched by the revelation shared from those six boxes of books....I pray God will use us to change nations, through all of the different people that we encounter
Today, he hung the few precious pictures that my daughter encouraged me to bring....it turned our house into our home. Who knew such simple things could bring such joy. We have begun making contact with people here in the area and are trying to develop some relationships and friendships. I was walking out to the car, when a group of American women stopped and asked me if they could give me a lift! (don't worry daddy I said no) Someone else has asked me to walk with her in the mornings....a Southern gal from Atlanta....at least we will be able to understand each other....haha. 
This week will begin some semblance of routine for both of us. I believe that will be a good thing. Enough of my ramblings, someday I'll learn to blog so you won't have to read this really long message.
Things God has taught and re-taught me this week....1) a Mexican moment and a New York minutes are NOT the same thing at all 2) Language barriers are very real....all I can say is what is your name, please, thank you and goodbye.
3) to cherish every moment and blessing that has been given you 4) never take for granted family that is close by. 5) I truly can do all things through Christ who gives me strength
We love you all,
The Gringo and the Blonde ( we do it so well!)

Rina

10/29/11

Well we are alive and kicking with another day of waiting...the storm is about 115 south of Cozumel, which means in Texas talk.....it ain't too far from the barn! The waters are very ominous today with an unsettled rumble rather than the even waves of yesterday. The palapa we took pics on yesterday is staying underwater except when the tide pulls strong and believe me we know firsthand about the pulling of the tide from swimming yesterday. (thank you guys) It kept reminding me of how the Holy Spirit pulls us towards him and yet we fight Him. We enjoy the experience of letting the waves sweep over us and the emotional thrill yet we can't let go completely in him. When we completely yield to Him, it is a ride far more thrilling than jumping waves and takes us so much deeper. We are thrilled to be going deeper with Him.....thank you God for the Kingdom Adventure.

The Youngest Goodbye

11/2/11
Today is a day I've dreaded.....taking Nathan to the airport and saying goodbye to him. God knew we needed to say the goodbyes to our children sort of spaced out I guess, but it is heart wrenching like we have never felt in our lives. I am so thankful he is returning to the arms of someone who loves him deeply. It makes me so grateful to know that our children have that helpmate to love them...God is good. That being said, we walk into reality of settling in, getting into a routine and taking on the command of "go ye preaching the gospel" That in itself is a bit frightening in a foreign country but we are not alone. Our Comforter, Holy Spirit, is here to walk alongside us and also carry us when we cannot take another step. He is here to wrap his arms around us and hold us tight. His presence is constantly here for all of us when those tears push right up to the edge and then cascade over like a rushing waterfall. God even says he holds our tears......I hope he has a really big bottle for mine! We have spent our lives raising our children to be able to stand on their own and make wise decisions even though we don't always set the example needed, but I am so glad to serve the only God full of mercy and grace.....I would be so lost without it.....grace was made for me. We are proud of our children and who they have become....they are not perfect as none of us are, however, they are heirs to the throne. They are all leaving legacies wherever their foot steps because they believe in Jesus the father, the son, and the Holy Spirit. So on this second day of November, I must say I am so thankful for our children and the loves of their lives.....go forth and change the lives of the multitudes. We love you!

The Power of the Almighty

10/29/11
‎"Fear not, for I have redeemed you, I have summoned you by name, YOU ARE MINE. When you pass through the waters, I will be with you, and when you pass through the rivers, they will not sweep over you. When you walk through the fire, you will not be burned, the flames will not set you ablaze. Fr I am the Lord your God, the holy one of Israel, YOUR Savior."Isaiah 43:10

This scripture gives me comfort beyond comfort. It tells me that we are going to have some rivers to pass through, some deep waters, and Fire to walk through....but he is the life jacket, the Red Sea divider, and the great flame thrower! He says we are his...and he is ours! When I talk about my man Dennis, I speak from knowledge and a deep relationship.....you may think you know him but I experientially know him.....there is a difference. God says that. He is mine...my child.... I ransomed that child and he is of worth and He is mine. I would never allow that child to drowned or be burned.....he has my blood and my power through my Spirit....he will stand strong...Do not fear! Can't you just hear his voice of power sayIng to the enemy " get your hands off of him" and at the very mention of his name, the enruns dies, not just runs but is slain right where he stood. That is some power! 
We were laughing here talking about the hurricane that just passed over. It began as a category 4, I believe, then a 3, then a 2, then tropical storm, and finally they said " it became disoriented" well, let me tell you something. Hurricane Rina became disoriented because we were speaking the power of Jesus over it, raising our hands and saying move away....peace be still, Shalom. That is some powerful disorientation!!! Do you understand what I am saying? All it took was one breath of God, one word to cover the sea like a soft blanket over a nightmare to make it go away. He loves us today and everyday and says no matter what you face, No matter how deep or how hot....He is with you and you are his.....walk with your King today.

Puerto Aventuras - Port of Adventure

After much needed rest yesterday, I sort of woke up in a panic....where are we...how did we get here....things aren't working in apartment, no food, no car....aaaahhhhhhhh! I went down the walk to the beach and began to cry out to my Abba Daddy. As I walked and prayed I was reminded of the song My Redeemer Lives by Nicole C. Mullin. He asked me.... who is the one who told the ocean you can only come this far. I am. As I was walking leaving footprints in the sand, the water washed over me and my prints and covered them. Who is the one who has covered everywhere you are going and everywhere you have been. I am the one who carries you...Abba.
When I returned to our home....smiling faces of two repairmen were waiting to fix me up....a friend took us to get groceries and then we were able to snorkel a bit in the afternoon and experience more of God's creation. I am....Jehovah Jireh
We have been allowed to experience many things since we arrived....stopped by police, watching how it all goes down (thanks Cowboy) seeing how a little pesos can get you back on the road, and now we have a hurricane heading this way. Back to the store we go...candles, canned food, water. Preparation to stay in for a few days, however, I am serving a God who says waves can only come so far and he has the power to still the wind....I am.....the Almighty.
So,dear ones, keep praying. I'm not sure how this will affect Redbeard and the trip with our car but God has him also. Communication will go down for us at some point but we are ready...we have metal wind panels that are pulled down over our windows....we are safe in the haven.

Arrival in Mexico

10/23/11
Well, we made it to our new home in Mexico!! Greeted at DFW by a friend from Lighthouse headed back; welcomed at the airport from a group from Lighthouse, and then fished the evening with a little dinner with some more from the church.....just overwhelmed with God's blessings.
Things need to be put away and some things not working in condo, but for tonight......sleep. Thank you all of your prayers of safety, please continue to pray as Redbeard crosses the border tomorrow and bring our car home.

Countdown to Adventure

 October 5, 2011 at 1:32pm
It appears God wants "complete" obedience and faithfulness from us (imagine that) Dennis and I BOTH will be going to Mexico and I will be staying as well, rather than me returning until the house sells. We are trusting God to sell the house and work out the finances. We either completely trust him or we don't. Thanks for the nudge God.


October 15, 2011 at 5:01pm
My sister's car loaded to Snyder for storage or whatever....Nathan's truck loadeded to take to Kimmy... pics off walls, boxes packed and our car almost completely loaded. 7 days and counting.....lots of mixed emotions but so excited to see what God has planned for us on this Kingdom journey.

 October 19, 2011 at 7:22am
Who knew 18 inches left in my car would excite me so much!!!! Now to decide what gets chosen to occupy the space!!!! God is so good!

 October 22, 2011 at 9:07pm
Our hearts are broken as we tell our families goodbye before we leave....but my God binds up the wounds of the brokenhearted.




The Temporary

10/12/11

As we are preparing for our journey to Mexico, we are getting rid of our stuff. We are taking what can fit into our Freestyle and it will head to Mexico next week.(Let me just say up front... I need to ask for prayer, because Dennis' stack of Mexico boxes seems to be growing.....I feel a little talk coming on!)
Seriously now.....we hold on to the temporary in so many ways. As I am going through the stuff my thoughts run rampant. "But this was my grandmother's bowl that she kept green stamps in, these pictures of are of my family, these are my wedding pictures, this antique belonged to Dennis' granddaddy, and so on, the list is endless. Lord, I think I really need this."
The Holy Spirit has said to me very clearly, "what do these things have to do with my Kingdom"... But Lord they hold such legacy and memories....they are close to my heart. "Susie, the memories are in your heart always, not in things, and legacy is about me. Wouldn't it be better to know that a person was introduced to the Kingdom because I used YOU as my vessel? Not some bowl, pictures or antique. Release and go forth. I want to use you."
Through all of this, He has shown himself as the great Provider of everything. He cares about the things of our heart, he understands our concerns, but ultimately my heart's desire must be to be "the Vessel" of the Holy Spirit....to let him pour out his power, love and grace on others through me. 
This being said, I challenge you to release the temporary, and begin living the Legacy and go forth in Jesus name.
"See ye first the Kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all these things (Kingdom things) will be added unto you" Matthew 6:33

All Things of the Deep

9/9/11


"God works all things together for good to them who are called according to His purpose in Christ Jesus." Romans 8:28
Have you ever wondered why your things do not seem to be working for the good? Kevin Knudson @ Life Church made such a valid point Sunday when he said (I am paraphrasing) Maybe you are on number 8 of 10 of the things....ALL things ..... you may not be at the ALL yet. ALL THINGS together not apart from each other!
So what do you do while waiting on the ALL? I must say that has been somewhat of a predicament for us waiting on the all....but God says to walk FROM victory NOT for victory. So we are continuing to walk in Him.... not with HIM..IN HIM. ... totally immersing ourselves in his Spirit....diving into the healing waters of His Spirit, remaining there dripping in Him .
I have been gifted with dreams and visions from the Lord and I had an incredible dream months ago....I don't share them all but I feel someone needs to hear this one so please indulge me today.
We were swimming and as Dennis climbed the ladder out of the pool, there were two gaping wounds that opened up on Dennis back...one was smaller and dry and one was so large you could see all of his organs exposed. I heard a voice of a dear pastor friend, Michael Willard saying, "Dennis stay in the deep waters, stay in the deep water." Dennis lowered himself back down and the wounds closed up completely. We all must stay in the deep water of His presence and allow him to close and heal our wounds....all the while never getting out of the water of His presence.
Again, I ask what do you do while waiting on the ALL? Again I have to say....Pour out the oil....the anointing is in the house!!!

The Season of God

9/6/11

 I know many of you laugh at me when I say it's going to take some getting used to moving to Mexico ....."what's not to get used to, right? White sand beaches, constant 85 degree temperatures, paradise!" You see, I love the seasons of the year....Fall, Winter, Spring and Summer and the smells of the seasons. Dennis and I decided we could buy candles to take with us to help with the scents of the seasons...I will remind him of that as I break the bank at Bed, Bath and Beyond buying those candles.
We have had an unrelentlessly hot summer this year in Texas with water restrictions, much dead grass and plants, hot, hot winds. In addition, our lives have also been experiencing a refining time of fire. A time when I think, will this refining heat ever let up just a bit? I need a break Lord.....
This weekend, we had a cool front come in and dropped temperatures in our area 30 plus degrees on Sunday with cool nights in the 50's. God kept telling me throughout the weekend.....breathe...just inhale.... Who would think on Labor Day, it would be too cool to swim in the pool!! We attended worship and the Holy Spirit blew in and touched us deep down in our darkest places...thank you Pastor Kevin! It was such a refreshing, wonderful weekend with many memories made!
As I was driving to work praising God for this coolness, the Holy Spirit stepped in and said inhale Jesus, exhale the Holy Spirit, inhale God, exhale the Holy Spirit....that's what I'm talking about Susie. I was breathing in cool, fresh air not the hot, stifling heat. Refining fires come with the seasons of life....very hot and so unbearable that you have to turn your face from the heat while staying in the fire....breathe in God....exhale the Holy Spirit. Breath in Jesus....exhale the Holy Spirit.
So regardless of whether I am in paradise or the unbearable West Texas winds...I will always have my seasons deep in my heart .... the smells....the feelings....the memories of the seasons.....but most of all the Holy Spirit who has come to walk alongside me in the fire .. in the rain ..... on the beach... or just in the coolness of the mornings. I look forward to the walks on the beach, but let me warn you, I likely will have my hands lifted upwards to the blue skies, possibly dancing, and inhaling very deeply! Some think I am crazy in my extravagant worship and I must admit.....I am crazy in love with my Savior and not ashamed! All glory to God, the Father, Son and Holy Spirit!

Immeasurably His

August 22, 2011

"Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us, to him be the glory in the church and in Christ Jesus, throughout all generations, forever and ever." Eph.3:20
What is your immeasurably more today....
A new school year for your children or yourself....He is the great Teacher
A bad diagnosis from the doctor....He is the great Healer
A relationship gone bad.....He is the Lover of your soul
A house that needs to sell........He owns the very hills that the cattle graze on
A broken heart.......He binds up the wounds of the broken hearted.
Your immeasurably more is immeasurably HIS.....enjoy an immeasurably incredible day in the Kingdom!

Learn the Rules of Engagement 8/18/11

"I stationed some of the people behind the lowest points of the wall at the exposed places, posting them by families with their swords, spears, and bows. Don't be afraid of them. Remember the Lord, who is great and awesome, and fight for your brothers, yours sons and your daughters, your wives and your homes. From that day on, half of my men did the work, while the other half were equipped with spears, shields, bows and armor. The officers posted themselves behind all the people of Judah who were building the wall. Those who carried materials did their work with one hand and held a weapon in the other, and each of the builders wore his sword at his side as he worked. But the man who sounded the trumpet stayed with me."
Wherever you hear the sound of the trumpet, join us there. Our God will fight for us."
Nehemiah 34:123-20
Spiritual warfare is so important. We need to learn the rules of engagement and cover each other's back with our Spiritual weapons. Remember the King has given us the letters of authority to do this!! Let's draw from that power, cover our brothers while they work, and build the wall for Jesus!

Broken Shards of Glass

As many of you can probably guess, Dennis and I are about to begin a new journey. ....we are going to pastor Lighthouse Church in Tulum, Mexico. It will be the God adventure of a lifetime.
Please allow me to share my heart....from my God to you.
We have prayed diligently during a very troubled time in our lives, a time that we never expected. We have been at the lowest time ever......nothing has made sense. Life didn't exactly go the way we had planned. But the Holy Spirit said "my" cloud is going this way....follow me...."my" fire is going this way....continue to follow me. When we stopped fighting the one who came to Rescue and rested in His arms, he began to pull us safely to His shore. Weary and exhausted, He said, "let ME defend, let ME provide, let ME take the pieces of your heart, cover them with my hand and bind up your wounds. I am the Great I Am....stop giving that place of honor to others who can never be the great I AM. It may hurt for awhile, but I will be your shield and cover you with my feathers......who els can do this? Stop putting a bandaid on the wound.... leave it open as the breath of my Spirit will blow over the cut, permeates it and heals.... It will be uncomfortable as the scab begins to form, gets knocked off, and re-forms several times. The scar will form as a reminder of my grace and mercy extended to you and to others. A reminder of the time that you quit struggling against the Rescuer in the turbulent waters....You will again get out of the boat,stay in the deep, look into my eyes and walk on the water with your eyes focused completely on me....miracles will begin again. The yoke must be broken for the anointing to begin (thank you Pastor Clint)
A dear friend I have never met personally sent me a message today.....the shards of broken glass will be made into treasured stained glass of the Kingdom of God. While I am not ready to say this is the reason this happened because man takes things into his own hands too often.....I am ready to say He can make good things come from bad. I am ready to walk away from "My" plan to "His" plan. The miracle is in the house....pour the oil! Lighthouse Church ..... keep the light burning for Jesus....we are on our way.